Dear Adam;
My first son, my little fireball. How did an entire barrel of monkeys fit inside this tiny human being?
You are such a joy to be around. Your laughter and sense of humour, though a wee bit off kilter, speaks to your intelligence. Your compassion and sense of wonder makes me smile.
I see pictures of old punk bands and think, he would love this. Or I watch a movie and think, I can see him rewatching that scene over and over again.
Life has not been easy for you, yet you persevere. You do not wait for things to happen, but go out and make your own magic. Your gifts are many: an extremely hard worker, courageous, stubborn, quick thinker, quirky sense of humour, and your faults are few.
You are growing into your own person, developing a unique way of looking at things, loving people and doing what's right.
One day, my love, we will be together again. My heart will always be open.
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The Dogs of Depression: A Guide for Happy People
Thursday, 24 November 2016
Saturday, 15 October 2016
Donald Trump Should Come With A Trigger Warning
I am astounded in this day and age that a person who allegedly is groping women and assaulting them against their will is a front runner for President of one of the most powerful nations in the world. To hear him say he is a "magnet to beautiful women" and he "doesn't even wait" he just starts kissing and groping disgusts me.
Then there is the entire Bill Cosby mess, the Jian Ghomeshi assaults, Roman Polanski, Woody #$&)^ Allen, the list grows.
What is it about certain males that think women are objects just meant to be there for the taking? Walking, talking animated Stepford-Dolls just waiting to be groped and assaulted on a whim. Really?
I blame the justice system, excuse me, the legal system that gives rapists light sentences because having this on their record will hurt their future careers. Really? What about the victim. Her life is ruined. Not just her career. Every day for the rest of her existence it will be in her head that she was violated without the ability to stop it.
I blame society for raising boys to be the 'man' of the house when daddy is gone. Ugh. That phrases sickens me. A six year old is not a 'man' to be lording around his sisters and mother. When was the last time someone said, 'okay you're the woman of the house until mommy comes home'? The implications are that boys are these omnipotent creatures while girls just are.
I blame religion for teaching the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Where the heck is the Mother, The Daughter and the Holy Intuition? And it is not just Catholicism or Christianity. It is Islam, and the Jewish religion and all forms of patriarchal religions that say hey, if you have this genitalia, you can do this and if you have that genitalia, you cannot.
I blame the parents that raise their boys to be entitled to take whatever they want. Rich or middle income families that feel 20 minutes of action shouldn't be a death blow to Junior's career.
I blame Hollywood for thinking that a 40 YO actor is washed up if she is a female, but a 75 YO male actor can be the love interest of a 26 YO female actor.
I blame corporations that promote sexism and mysogynistic behaviour, while ignoring the disrespect that goes on, and then wonders why morale is low.
I blame advertising that markets to a generalization of sexual assaults against women to sell clothing, perfume, cars, and even a Big Mac.
I blame universities where, on orientation women are told not to use the tunnels at the University of Manitoba because they may be assaulted, and instead they should walk outside at -40.
I blame loser, white trash men that have to go to an organization like Pick Up Artists to learn how to become predators and that they are entitled to jump on any female they desire. And that they are taught how to mislead, lie and drug women for sex.
I blame town councils that, after having an alarming increase in the percentage of sexual assaults, tells women that they have a curfew, instead of locking up the perverts.
I blame rank that instills power in a person that allows them to assault others and then to snicker about it afterwards because rank has its privilege.
I blame women for perpetuating this myth by blaming the victim. I blame Christian women that buy into the pathos of, if you are married, you should be having sex whenever he demands it.
I think I just figured out why women are still marginalized.
Then there is the entire Bill Cosby mess, the Jian Ghomeshi assaults, Roman Polanski, Woody #$&)^ Allen, the list grows.
What is it about certain males that think women are objects just meant to be there for the taking? Walking, talking animated Stepford-Dolls just waiting to be groped and assaulted on a whim. Really?
I blame the justice system, excuse me, the legal system that gives rapists light sentences because having this on their record will hurt their future careers. Really? What about the victim. Her life is ruined. Not just her career. Every day for the rest of her existence it will be in her head that she was violated without the ability to stop it.
I blame society for raising boys to be the 'man' of the house when daddy is gone. Ugh. That phrases sickens me. A six year old is not a 'man' to be lording around his sisters and mother. When was the last time someone said, 'okay you're the woman of the house until mommy comes home'? The implications are that boys are these omnipotent creatures while girls just are.
I blame religion for teaching the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost. Where the heck is the Mother, The Daughter and the Holy Intuition? And it is not just Catholicism or Christianity. It is Islam, and the Jewish religion and all forms of patriarchal religions that say hey, if you have this genitalia, you can do this and if you have that genitalia, you cannot.
I blame the parents that raise their boys to be entitled to take whatever they want. Rich or middle income families that feel 20 minutes of action shouldn't be a death blow to Junior's career.
I blame Hollywood for thinking that a 40 YO actor is washed up if she is a female, but a 75 YO male actor can be the love interest of a 26 YO female actor.
I blame corporations that promote sexism and mysogynistic behaviour, while ignoring the disrespect that goes on, and then wonders why morale is low.
I blame advertising that markets to a generalization of sexual assaults against women to sell clothing, perfume, cars, and even a Big Mac.
I blame universities where, on orientation women are told not to use the tunnels at the University of Manitoba because they may be assaulted, and instead they should walk outside at -40.
I blame loser, white trash men that have to go to an organization like Pick Up Artists to learn how to become predators and that they are entitled to jump on any female they desire. And that they are taught how to mislead, lie and drug women for sex.
I blame town councils that, after having an alarming increase in the percentage of sexual assaults, tells women that they have a curfew, instead of locking up the perverts.
I blame rank that instills power in a person that allows them to assault others and then to snicker about it afterwards because rank has its privilege.
I blame women for perpetuating this myth by blaming the victim. I blame Christian women that buy into the pathos of, if you are married, you should be having sex whenever he demands it.
I think I just figured out why women are still marginalized.
Sunday, 25 September 2016
Life in Dog Years
How do you picture your life? I picture mine in dog years. I am of that age where I figure I can get one, maybe two more dogs and that's it, and that saddens me. It feels almost like when I realized I wasn't going to have anymore children. It is weird to realize you are living in the middle to the last part of your years.
Did I accomplish everything I wanted? Yes, for the most part. I did. I will never be one of those people that regrets not having done white water rafting, zip lining, skiing, repelling down a mountain or kayaking. I will never regret pursuing careers such as psych nursing, medicine, philosophy, writing, psychology, or the police force. I will never regret having children, just the number of them. Should have had one more to even things out.
I will never regret having married, traveling the world or living across Canada. I will never regret studying Alternative Medicine, going to University or studying aircraft maintenance. I will never regret speaking four languages fluently, horseback riding in the mountains or finding a passion for horror.
I will never regret buying a Mazda MX-5 and popping a wheelie on Memorial Boulevard. I will never regret listening to Punk and Alternative music super loud and signing at the top my lungs. I will never regret swimming at midnight, drinking on the beach, running with the full moon and howling through the RV park.
I will never regret the passion for my husband, my partner in this life and all others. I will never regret staying home and raising my kids, putting off my career until I was old. I will never regret loving them so much it makes me feel like dying when I cannot see or talk to them. I
will never regret my grandchildren and what great people they are and how happy I am to know them.
I will never regret learning about everything and anything that I am passionate about, regardless of how weird, icky, redundant or strange it may be, because knowledge for the sack of knowledge is a love, loved best.
But I will regret not having all the dogs I ever wanted.
Did I accomplish everything I wanted? Yes, for the most part. I did. I will never be one of those people that regrets not having done white water rafting, zip lining, skiing, repelling down a mountain or kayaking. I will never regret pursuing careers such as psych nursing, medicine, philosophy, writing, psychology, or the police force. I will never regret having children, just the number of them. Should have had one more to even things out.
I will never regret having married, traveling the world or living across Canada. I will never regret studying Alternative Medicine, going to University or studying aircraft maintenance. I will never regret speaking four languages fluently, horseback riding in the mountains or finding a passion for horror.
I will never regret buying a Mazda MX-5 and popping a wheelie on Memorial Boulevard. I will never regret listening to Punk and Alternative music super loud and signing at the top my lungs. I will never regret swimming at midnight, drinking on the beach, running with the full moon and howling through the RV park.
I will never regret the passion for my husband, my partner in this life and all others. I will never regret staying home and raising my kids, putting off my career until I was old. I will never regret loving them so much it makes me feel like dying when I cannot see or talk to them. I
will never regret my grandchildren and what great people they are and how happy I am to know them.
I will never regret learning about everything and anything that I am passionate about, regardless of how weird, icky, redundant or strange it may be, because knowledge for the sack of knowledge is a love, loved best.
But I will regret not having all the dogs I ever wanted.
Monday, 29 August 2016
Hippie: The Redux
All right, so when I started this blog three years ago, I decided I wanted to be a hippie. So far, so good.
Three years later, I am a trained and Certified Yoga Instructor specializing in Yoga for Mental Heath, PTSD, Anxiety and Depression, I am registered in the Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction Certification program, I am teaching yoga twice a week for a federal organization and have done more writing and editing.
I am planning a three day Yoga Retreat and contemplating ghost writing a Yoga book for a highly intelligent, creative and flexible person.
I have also since then, been promoted and lead a unit in the fedral government. Been published a few more times, still working on the novel, and still battling demons.
I have achieved more towards my goal and have moved away from what is holding me back.
I still dream of my house on an acreage where I can grow wine (yes, I know) read, write, stomp some grapes in the backyard, run through fields of clover with the wolves and splash in the ocean whenever the urge strikes.
Will it happen? Who knows. I try to stay the course, I meander, wander, stroll, roam and leap through paths. Life is more exciting when you can switch gears on a moment's notice.
Three years later, I am a trained and Certified Yoga Instructor specializing in Yoga for Mental Heath, PTSD, Anxiety and Depression, I am registered in the Mindfulness Based Stress Reduction Certification program, I am teaching yoga twice a week for a federal organization and have done more writing and editing.
I am planning a three day Yoga Retreat and contemplating ghost writing a Yoga book for a highly intelligent, creative and flexible person.
I have also since then, been promoted and lead a unit in the fedral government. Been published a few more times, still working on the novel, and still battling demons.
I have achieved more towards my goal and have moved away from what is holding me back.
I still dream of my house on an acreage where I can grow wine (yes, I know) read, write, stomp some grapes in the backyard, run through fields of clover with the wolves and splash in the ocean whenever the urge strikes.
Will it happen? Who knows. I try to stay the course, I meander, wander, stroll, roam and leap through paths. Life is more exciting when you can switch gears on a moment's notice.
JOHN EVERSON
JOHN EVERSON
1. When
did you start writing horror?
Probably the first
“horror” thing that I wrote was a little vignette about a guy who comes home
from work and hangs himself… a nice, uplifting
little tale which was published in my high school newspaper literary page. Then
I wrote a few horror stories for Creative Writing classes in college (one
professor graded me “down” and told me to quit wasting my time writing stuff
like that Stephen King fellow.) I had
been out of college a couple years when I really started regularly writing
fiction and submitting to magazines. 2014 marked my 20th anniversary
as a published fiction writer (not counting that high school foray).
2. Have you
written in any other genre?
I grew up reading
science fiction, so a lot of my earlier stories, in particular, have some
sci-fi to them. And I’ve written urban fantasy on occasion. I even have a short
collection out that is strictly Christmas fantasy tales. And I have a short fantasy story out there
for young beginning readers, which I originally wrote for my son. Most of the
story ideas I come up with have dark twists at the end, but every now and then
a ray of light shows through!
3. What
makes you uncomfortable?
Loss. I worry about
the things you can’t guard against. The things that come into your life from
left field and steal everything you have – whether those things are human
villains or cancer or a car gone out of control and crossing three lanes of
traffic right at you.
4. Does your
family read your work?
Not too much. My
wife and sister-in-law have read some of my books. My dad read one of my novels
once and decided they weren’t for him. I’m okay with that. I don’t really want
to have to try to explain why I write the stories that I do!
5. Does your
writing make you uneasy?
Only when it’s
taking me too long to finish a project!
6. Who would
you say you write like?
Me. There are a lot
of authors I like and admire. I wouldn’t presume to think I write like or could
be considered comparable to any of them, though I wish I did.
7.
Who are your favourite authors?
I like a lot of authors for different things, but the ones
I come back to again and again include Stephen King, Neil Gaiman, Richard
Matheson, Nina Kiriki Hoffman, Clive Barker, Anne Rice, Edward Lee. Growing up, I had a whole different list of
science fiction authors, who still hold a big bunch of real estate on my bookshelves.
But Isaac Asimov, Clifford Simak, Hal Clement, Charles Eric Maine, J.T.
McIntosh, C.J. Cherryh, Eric Frank Russell, Keith Laumer and Robert Heinlein
don’t have much bearing for a horror crowd!
8. Who
influences you as a writer?
Everyone I’ve ever
read! Especially those listed in Question 7!
9. Do you remember what your first horror book was
that you read?
I read all sorts of
ghost stories and classics like Poe as a kid. But probably the first “adult”
horror novel I read was Carrie, when
I was a freshman in high school. That really opened my eyes to what you could
do with character development and inner narrative. That novel blew me away.
10. How old
were you?
14. It was my first
semester of Freshman year.
11. Is there
any subject you will not touch as an author?
That’s a hard one.
I believe you can write about anything… but I won’t touch things that I am not
interested in reading about. Why would I want to spend my time? Typically, I have no interest in reading
about serial killers, or child abusers.
That said, in Sacrifice,
Ariana qualifies as a serial killer, even though she’s doing it as an occult
ritual. And in The 13th,
there are unborn babies who are sacrificed along with their mothers. So it’s
partially about context. I personally
wouldn’t have any interest chronicling the life of a real serial killer like
John Wayne Gacy for example. There are people fascinated with the reality of
that horror… but I’m fascinated by the kind of horror that is not of this
tabloid-driven earth.
12. What was
the best advice you were given as a writer?
Write a lot, and
always write for yourself – don’t chase a trend, you’ll always be on the run. Read
your dialogue aloud. Read to yourself in the mirror, if that’s the only
audience you’ve got. Listen to what your characters are saying. Would anybody
REALLY talk like that? Storytelling began as an oral tradition and the best,
most get-under-your-skin stories are typically those that can be read aloud.
13. If you
had to start all over again, what would you do different?
I think I’d learn
how to write Romance.
14. How many
books do you read a year?
That number, sadly,
gets less and less every year. The last time I read more than 10 books in a
year was 2007 (I used to keep
lists). The past couple years
I’ve barely gotten through a handful of books a year. I miss the days that I used to lie around the
house and read for hours – just for pleasure, not because I was editing or
blurbing something (which seems to be the only way I read at all anymore!)
15. Do you
write every day?
I do every day that
I’m writing ;-)
I’m a sprint
writer, not a marathon writer. What does that mean? I can sit down sometimes
and knock out thousands of words over a weekend when I can immerse myself and
dedicate myself to it. But unless I’m under a real date-oriented deadline, I might then go for a couple weeks or a month
without writing a word. I’ve written over 10,000 words in a 24-hour period
before. I’m good at periodic long hard sprints like
that. I’m not so good at religiously sitting down day-after-day and knocking
out 1,000 words in a regular rhythm.
That said… when I’m really actively working on a novel, I do force
myself into a daily schedule so that I guarantee that I’ll hit 6-7,000 words a
week. I can usually only keep that pace
up for a couple months, but that’s enough to get a good chunk of a novel down
on paper.
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Men in Horror: SHAUN MEEKS
Shaun Meeks
1.
When did you start writing horror?
I wrote my first short story when I
was in grade 4. I did a book report on The Shining (something that didn’t
go over well in the Catholic School I attended) and then wrote a story called Cannibalistic
Vampires. It was a cross between The Hills Have Eyes and Near Dark. From there,
I wrote about two stories a year, most of them terrible. I still have a few of
them and they are my secret shame.
2.
Have you written in any other genre?
Not that I’ve published as of
yet, but I have a few that will be released in the near future. Many of them
lean more towards crime stories, but there are also a few science fiction and
fantasy stories too. I do have a book series planned that will have touches of
horror to it, but will be aimed at a younger audience.
3.
What makes you uncomfortable?
Questions that ask what makes me
uncomfortable, for one. Aside from that, there are a few other things. Being on
sketchy rides at travelling carnivals never make me feel good, nor do unsafe
heights. Where I used to work, I’d have to go to the roof of this
thirty-three story building and it had no real ledge to it. It just sort of
dropped off. It was so windy up there and nothing to hold onto. It was a place
of nightmares. I’ve been tempted to write about fears of mine like that, but
they haven’t come out right, so maybe later.
4.
Does your family read your work?
Some of them do, but not all. One of
my most vocal fans in my family is my son, Kaleb. He loves and promotes almost
everything I’ve written. My partner, she has read a lot of what I’ve
written, but is more of a Jane Austen fan than a Stephen King one. She’s
had some tough reads with my work, especially a certain zombie erotica story I
wrote. As far as the ones who don’t read it, it could be that horror is
not their thing, or reading isn’t. Who knows? I’m sure all writers
have some family that just think the whole writing thing is really just a hobby
of sorts, nothing to take serious. I don’t get offended by them, you can’t
please everyone.
5.
Does your writing make you uneasy?
Not at all. Well, I did write part of
a novel a few years ago that I had to put down. I managed to get about 55,000
words into it, but the subject matter was getting too hard for me and was
actually giving me nightmare. The book is called Memoirs of a Serial Killing
and even though the subject matter is fiction, I did add fair amount of reality
to it. Most of it has to do with some personal experience I had growing up that
haunt me. I grew up in a very abusive home, so when I go into some of the
killer’s
past, I used things I saw and lived through as fodder. It was had to relive
them, but I feel like they add a pretty good punch to the story, so I kept them
in. Only thing is, it was so hard to keep going that I need to put it aside and
do other work. One day the book will see the light of day.
6.
Who would you say you write like?
I’ve heard comparisons coming up in
reviews now and again, but I’ve never really thought I write like
any one person. I’ve been heavily influenced by people like Stephen King,
Clive Barker, Elmore Leonard and Joe R. Lansdale, but I’m not sure I write
like any of them. If it was any of those though, I think the influences I
picked up from Leonard are the most easy to spot. I’m not big on
painting set pictures; overly describing how someone is dressed, what the
colour and texture of a carpet is or all the other minute things some feel are
essential. For me it’s more about the story, the characters and the action than
the small stuff.
7.
Who are your favourite authors?
That’s a hard one. There are so many, but I
recently posted a top ten of some of my favorite writers. So here it is again,
in no particular order: Stephen King, Clive Barker, Jack Ketchum, Caitlin R.
Kiernan, Joe R. Lansdale, Chuck Palahniuk, Joe Hill, Tim Lebbon, Christian A.
Larsen and Richard Matheson. The list always changes though. For me, the list
changes depending on who I’ve been reading more of lately, but
these writers can usually be found near my night table.
8.
Who influences you as a writer?
Over the years this has changed
because I’m constantly being inspired by new writers that come out.
Growing up though, some of my biggest influences were some mentioned above like
King, Barker, Ketchum, Lansdale, as well as H.P. Lovecraft, Ray Bradbury,
Richard Matheson, Ramsey Campbell, Graham Masterton and Shirley Jackson. Some
newer ones would be Brian Keene, Tim Lebbon, Wrath James White, Chuck
Palahniuk, Caitlin R. Kiernan, Edward Lee and Joe Hill. Sometimes when I read
them, I feel like such a hack, but they also make me want to continue to strive
to be a better writer.
9.
Do you remember what your first horror book was
that you read?
The first horror novel I ever read was
Stephen King’s The Shining. It was grade four and I saw it in my brother’s
ever expanding book collection. I remember the cover too. It was all silver
with a face in the top center, but the face was blank. I had no idea what it
was about, and I admit that I really didn’t “get” every aspect of it when I read it
back then. Some of it was way too over my head, but it made me want more of
that kind of writing. I already loved horror comics like Tales from the Crypt,
Eerie, Tomb and a few others my brother had, so I started to look for novels at
the library. After that I think the next horror-type novel I found was Ray
Bradbury’s
Something Wicked This Way Comes which became even more of a staple for me,
something I really grabbed onto and influenced some of my writing.
10. How
old were you?
I would have been around nine at the
time. Clearly not a good age for something as heavy as The Shining, but I’m
sure that’s why I like what I like.
11. Is
there any subject you will not touch as an author?
Not really. I used to say that I would
never kill a child in any books I wrote, but as long as it’s
part of the story and it’s not graphic or written just to shock the reader, I would
and have done it. Instead of subject matter that I steer clear of, it’s
more a tone I stay clear of. Torture porn is not something I care to write, nor
are rape scenes. Will I include them in the story if it’s called for? Yes,
but it’s
all about writing it with the proper intentions. Having a hateable character do
or say something horrible is important if that’s what they would believable do. I
wrote a novel where an abusive husband said things and did things that made one
editor uncomfortable, saying that it was too over the top, and nobody, even
someone evil would say things I made him say. Since I had heard the very words
come from the mouth of an abuser, I left them in because it something that
character would say.
12. What
was the best advice you were given as a writer?
Don’t let rejections get you down. I can
never say that enough. Rejections are all part of the learning and growing
process. When you do get a rejection letter, take it for what it is. Read over
and rework the story as it might need and submit elsewhere. Never, and I can’t
stress this enough, NEVER send an email back to the editor. Even if it’s
to thank them for their time, just let it drop. Editors have enough to deal
with without having to read thank you letters from everyone they reject (which
can be in the high hundreds for each anthology). Just let it go.
Editors reject stories for all kinds
of reasons. Sure some of them are bad, but there are plenty of stories that get
rejected because your writing style might not appeal to the editor, the story
you wrote might not have clicked with them that particular day or it simply did
not fit in with the anthology and the editor having to make a hard choice. Some
of my most successful stories were rejected several times before finding a
home. The easiest one to mention is The Soldier which was rejected a few times
before being picked up, and that made it on to some of the year’s
best short story lists.
13. If
you had to start all over again, what would you do different?
Not take some of my rejections as hard
as I have. Also, I would’ve taken more time with some of my releases. When I first
put out At the Gates of Madness, I left it up to my editor to do things right.
I was in such a hurry to get it out that I never looked over the final draft
sent in to be printed, so I personally missed the fact that the file sent in
was not the final corrections but the original first draft. Quite a few copies
of that got out before it was caught and it was and is one of the most embarrassing
things that I would love to go back and change. I don’t usually mention
it either because it’s so embarrassing, but maybe it’ll help other
writers. Do not rush a release!
14. How
many books do you read a year?
I try to read anywhere from 3-4 books
a month, so anywhere from 36-48 a year. I would love to read more, but I still
have to write and work myself.
15. Do
you write every day?
I do, for the most part. Unless life
so rudely steps in and stops it, I write every day. I used to have a two hour
window where’d I write, but decided to do it with word count instead. Now
I write 3000 words a day, more or less. I give that so I don’t
just sit at my desk looking at social media or staring at Mina for the two
hours. Some days I will write more than the set amount though, in the case
where the flow is good and I have thoughts I need to get out, but I never force
it. If I’m
working on a novel and I’m not at 3000 words yet, but it feels like an uphill battle,
I just close it and work on a short story. Usually I have two novels and about
eight short stories in the works at once, so finding something to turn to
pretty easy.
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Men in Horror: WALT WIGHTMAN
Blog Questions - Men Writers in Horror
1. I never thought of myself as a writer of horror. Sometimes I write about horrible
things, but it's just ordinary humans being themselves. I avoid the supernatural in
my writing, but that hasn't been any barrier to horribleness—people persist in
themselves.
3. Science fic7on has been my home, but in the last few years, I've been in the
“future ficton” sec7on of that field. Selection Event was based on a background of
sweeping diseases; Second Species and The Days That Remain were about climate
change; Metamind had brain-.‐damaging entertainment as its basis.
5. What worries me? The passage of time worries me more than anything. What else
is ahead but inevitable disease, demen7a and death? I'm a slow learner and
usually figure out later rather than sooner what I want to be doing, so that's why
I'm writing my ass off before the first shoe drops.
7. My family is uninterested in what I write. It's never discussed.
9. My writing schedule is approximately 9:00 to 12:00 every day 7ll the book's
finished; then, in the PM, I look over my notes to see what comes next in the story
and then go to sleep thinking about it. Some7mes this gets tedious. That's the
worst I can say about it. When a book is finished, I have a cigar, take a couple of
weeks off, and then go at it again.
11. As far as writing style, I try to emulate something like the flat, factual style of
Raymond Chandler. From Hunter Thompson, I learned finer points of stomping the
accelerator to the floor; from Samuel Becke (the novels) I've picked up how to
convey a precision of action; from Bob Dylan comes the faint glow of surrealism;
and, from Jane Austen, those long luxurious sentences that make perfect sense
the first time through—I like those. Or, in short: From Chandler: syntax.
Thompson: choice of action and vocabulary. Becky, details of action. Dylan:
choice of image and vocabulary. Austen: sentence structure.
13. Lately I've been reading Eurpides with the goal of reading all his plays. He was the
Number One shitkicker of his day. He portrayed the great Greek heroes as greedy,
small-.‐minded shop-.‐keepers—a bit of reality for the hero-.‐worshippers. When
Athens raided a town and sold its popula7on, he wrote a play to show them just
how evil that was. He died in exile. My kinda guy.
15. Early on, the writers I most admired were William Faulkner, Eugene Ionesco,
William Burroughs, and a few others of similar extremity. I've been tempted to try
some experimental wri7ng, but generally I think reading fiction shouldn't be a
labor.
17. Some of Your Blood by Theodore Sturgeon was probably the first horror novel I
read.
19. I was about 15 when I read it and all I remember is the cover. Gore has no special
appeal to me. The only time I've dealt with zombies and vampires, they were just
people deep in their role-.‐playing (The Road to Hell). One faux-.‐vampire was going
to bleed a cat and drink its blood. Guess who came out of it purring?
21. I was raised with pets as my friends, so they've always been as close, and closer in
many cases, than family. Readers can be sure that any cat or dog in my work is
going to come out of it just fine. I've never watched Old Yeller or similar movies
and I'm never going to read or see any entertainment that jacks up reader
involvement by harming or killing pets. I have an extremely negative reaction to
animal cruelty.
23. The best advice I was ever given about writing was “Use colorful adjectives.” Just
kidding. Actually, it was one word: “Persist.” If I were giving quick advice, it would
be the same. For extended advice, I'd recommend Wrining Real Fiction, where I
lay out exactly how I do it.
25. If I were starting all over again, I would have had my brain replaced at age sixteen
and avoided my first two marriages. God, what a thought. I almost smell
springtime.
27. A writing friend commented that when he writes every day, his desire to read
slacks off and I've also found this to be true. I read about a dozen novels a year,
but I read more nonfiction—magazines, parts of books, on-.‐line material—
depending on my current interests. I'm an infomaniac.
29. And, yes, when a novel is in the works, I write every day. The Day That Remain
took ninety out of ninety-.‐three consecutive days to write and another ninety days
to revise. That book also taught me that I can be twice as efficient in my writing if I
outline beforehand. As I said earlier, life is short; we must think before and type
faster.
Men in Horror: TONY TREMBLAY
Tony
Tremblay
(Though
I am on Facebook as Tony Tremblay I do use a pen name, T.T. Zuma for all of my
reviews in Horror World and other review venues, and for all of my fiction).
1.
When did you start writing horror?
I
wrote my first horror story when I was 12. It was called, Spiders Ate My Face.
My father read it, and he hated it. I was so dejected I didn’t write another
until high school, when I was 17. My English teacher asked the class to write a
comedic short story, I tried but couldn’t, so I handed in a horror tale about a
man that got sucked into a painting and drowned. The teacher gave me an A. I waited until my
mid-fifties before I tried my hand at it again. I was very fortunate that Nanci
Kalanta from Horror World took a look at it, enjoyed it, and decided to publish
it.
2.
Have you written in any other genre?
Yes,
I have published a crime story and I have another one written that I have to
get around to submitting.
3.
What makes you uncomfortable?
Hardcore horror. However, when it is fairly accessible, like the
way James Wrath White, Monica O’Rourke, and John Everson do it for instance, the
quality of the story usually wins out and I can get past the gore. But even
then there are times I have to put the story down.
4.
Does your family read your work?
My brothers and sisters, my in-laws, and my
son do enjoy my work. My wife has never
read one of my stories. She is a born
again Christian and believes that my stories are influenced by the devil and
that I’m going to hell (other than that one issue we have a great marriage by
the way).
5.
Does your writing make you uneasy?
It does.
I lie awake sometimes at night wondering if my wife is right.
6.
Who would you say you write like?
I’m not sure. I have been primarily influenced by two
horror writers, Tom Piccrilli and Steve Vernon.
Their styles may not be obvious in my work, but everything I write has
their mark on it from story structure to atmosphere.
7.
Who are your favourite authors?
James
A. Moore currently tops the list.
Christopher Golden, Gary Braunbeck, Robert Dunbar, Sandy DeLuca, Tim
Curran, Chet Williamson, Bentley Little, John Everson, Thomas Sullivan, Gene
O’Neil, Greg Gifune, Ray Garton, and Elizabeth Massie have been favorites for
years. Authors that are new (or new to
me) that I’ve enjoyed include, Bracken Macleod, Jon Bassoff, Janet Holden, and
Rose Blackthorn. I know I’m leaving some
great author’s out so please don’t consider this list complete.
8.
Who influences you as a writer?
As I
mentioned, Tom Piccirilli and Steve Vernon are the primary influences, but I
also have a love of all those horror novels that were released in the 1980’s
and early 1990’s, the good and the bad ones. They took themselves seriously,
but not too seriously, and with few exceptions, the scares were visceral without
resorting to hardcore gore. It’s a formula I try to follow in my longer work.
9.
Do you remember what your first horror book was that you read?
No
question, it was The Bible, The Old Testament to be exact. Those stories were brutal.
10. How old were you?
I
believe I was around 10 years old when I started reading it.
11. Is there any subject you will not
touch as an author?
Pedophilia
and rape scenes. I will reference them, but any action happens off the page and
it will not be explicit.
12. What was the best advice you were
given as a writer?
Join
a writers group. It has given me invaluable insight on plotting, structure, and
most importantly, editing. I would be lost without the feedback and help I
receive from my writing group.
13. If you had to start all over again,
what would you do different?
My
degree is in Mechanical Engineering, this didn’t leave a lot of room for
non-technical electives. If I could, I
would have researched what elective writing courses were available at the time,
and then sign up for every one of them and skip the Fluid Dynamics courses.
14. How many books do you read a year?
An
average of 100 books. I review about
half as many for Horror World.
15. Do you write every day?
I
try to.
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